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Sunday, July 29, 2007
Well..as you can see, somebody hates me.
Tagged some nasty stuff. I have to admit that I was really, really hurt. I mean, in my entire school life, no one ever said such mean stuff to me. I was so sad and mad that I told my parents and ended up tearing on a public bus while on my way to a funeral. But still I learned things. First, I learned what it was like to be 'rejected'. How it was so important for me to be a friend to those who had none. I had taken for granted the love my friends showered on me. Secondly, I learnt to count my blessings. So many people around me cared for me. My family, my friends, just to name a few.. I was so touched. I realised that although it was tough being nice to people who were mean to me, Jesus had went through so much more. Indeed, His love for me and for everyone else must have been so great. And although it looked like a really terrible thing for me, I began to see the beauty of it all. It's something like a cross-stitch. We as humans, see only the back of the cross-stitch from Earth. All the mess, knots and tangles. Not a pretty sight, I must say. But what God sees from Heaven and what it really is, is the most beautiful picture of all. Although it may not seem like the best at that point of time, it truly is. I told God all my hurts, how mad I was at this person. Somehow, I felt relieved after crying and telling all my cares to God. It was like a huge burden had been lifted off of me. So here am I, writing this post to encourage all of you who are also going through rough patches in your life. God is always there. He's the one that you can always count on when everybody else fails you. :) I would like to leave you with a song. The lyrics are beautiful. "God will make a way Where there seems to be no way He works in ways We cannot see He will make a way for me He will be my guide Hold me closely to His side With Love and Strength For each new day He will make a way He will make a way" |