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Monday, January 14, 2008
Yesterday I came to know about something that I wished I hadn't known.
Somebody I always looked up to had made the wrong decision. Somebody who had been the one who always adviced me had disregarded her own advice. At that that very moment that the truth hit me, so many thoughts that I thought would be forever at the back of my mind surfaced. So many emotions stirred in my heart, it confused me. I could neither sort out my feelings nor my thoughts. It came in such a huge load, I felt I was nearly suffocating. I gazed out of the window and watched pellets of rain beat against the glass windows of cars and houses as I replayed everything that had just heard. No matter how many times I had hit the rewind button, it just didn't make any sense. Almost every person I saw walking down the lane were carrying an umbrella or under some shelter. At that moment, the raindrops falling from the sky didn't seem like raindrops at all. Somebody was crying, somebody was so sad at all the wrong choices people were making, how everybody had put Him in a box and forgotten all about him. The raindrops were like the tears of God. For the first time, I could feel the exact pain God felt when He sees us, the people He loves so dearly, make wrong choices. It was as if somebody had taken my heart in his hand and squeezed it so tightly, I wasn't sure if my heart was beating anymore. He longs to get to us and help us get back on the right track again but all His 'tears' just pelt against our glassy hearts, unable to reach the innermost depths of us. He tries again and again, sending us messages along the way but we just choose to ignore it and go along with the crowd. It's just so easy to travel the broad road with everybody else instead of the straight and narrow paths alone, isn't it? When He finally sends us a big 'BAM' along our way to prevent us from falling any deeper into the pit, we blame Him for the state He caused us to be in. But did you ever think again? Who was the one who had made the decision to start on the wrong path? Why is it that we always blame God for all the bad stuff that happens to us and give ourselves all the credit when good things happen? If you feel God speaking to you right at this moment, I hope you'll think again before making the decision to start on the wrong path. If you are already on the wrong path, don't let yourself go any further. Make that detour back onto the right path, it's never too late. |